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I see myself in every sad story

sadness had grown large in my heart

my soul can't find enough space to grow

I need to see!

I need my eyes to open!

Why is it difficult?!

كيف أصبح الحب مؤلم كالكراهية!

كيف أصبحت الوحدة دواءاً!

هذه المدينة بئر أحزان، رُميت فيه روحي..أي قافله تمر بها، لتخرجها من خوفها ويعيدها إلي…
إنما اشكو بثي وحزني إلى الله

سأنام في العراء عَلّ الأشباح تسرق وحشتي

where it takes me...

You are still a lonely page since the day I have created you till now!
I wanted to speak and to be heard by only one and you my page stayed lonely because of that wish. so please  forgive me.
How can someone be that close, close enough to feel the heat of his breath but not here!!
I use to be "Eversolonely" but now I'm "Restful Rain"...what did happen in between:

Sometimes life hits us so hard that we think we are going to die out of this unbearable pain!!
but this pain takes us to a higher level...where the way we see things changes. where they start to appear  to us with different forms and different feelings! now I know what they mean by:"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger."

More than rain

Most people have a harder time letting

themselves love than finding someone to love them.

Bill Russell

Feels Home

I dreamt of you last night after so so so long and remembered how it felt  "“Someone with whom you can completely be yourself, share unconditional love with and when you look into each other’s eyes you have the experience of being home.”Arielle Ford" 

As we met in heaven we'll meet again on earth...I don't know in what shape, what name you'll be coming...but Promise to love you as I did in heaven and as I did every single day of my life...

Je Suis Malade

©2010-2011 *3mmI

Artist: Dalida 
Song: Je Suis Malade

I don’t dream anymore, i don’t smoke anymore
I don’t have a history anymore
I am dirty without you
I am ugly without you
I am like an orphan in a dormitory

I don’t feel like living in my life
My life stops when you leave
I don’t have a life anymore and even my bed
Turns into a platform (of a station)
When you go away

I am sick
Completely sick
Like when my mother went out in the evening
And that she left me alone with my despair

I am ill, fully sick
You come, one never knows when
You leave again, one never knows where
And it will be soon two years
Since you didn’t give a damn.

Like to a rock
Like to a sin
I am locked on to you
I am tired, I am exhausted
To pretend being happy when they are here

I drink every night
But all whisky
For me, they have the same taste
And all the boats carry your flag
I don’t know anymore where to go, you are everywhere

I am sick
Completely sick
I pour my blood in your body
And i am like a dead bird when you sleep

I am sick
Perfectly sick
You have deprived me of all my songs
You have drained me of all my words
And I have the heart completely sick
Though i had talent before having your skin

This love is killing me
If this goes on, i’ll die alone with me
Near my radio, like an idiot kid
Listening to my own voice singing

I am sick
Completely sick
Like when my mother went out in the evening
And that she left me alone with my despair

I am sick
This it is, i am sick
You have deprived me of all my songs
You have drained me of all my words
And I have the heart completely sick
Surrounded by barricades
Listen! I am sick

Dear

May my prayer be a shield for you from all harm
and a bridge for you to take you where you desire
may it blooms happiness inside your heart
and bring to you everything you wished for

love

Breakaway

I should stop asking you “where are you?”

Years of asking had locked me in a question away from all the answers!

Now I end up asking myself “Where am I?”

free yourself...Breathe with me...free me

@Restful Rain 2011

Breathe with me

"You
From my dream
Made from water
Melting at the edges
I
Gave you the secret
I was calling you
As long as I could
Don’t be silent
The blood will not cool down
My love is in it

Breathe
With me
Casting shadows
We are dancing under water
Breathe
With me
Maybe someday
We will meet again


There is nothing
Anymore
Except
Your breath
We 

Will swim away
Where always is flowing
Water in the veins

Don’t be silent
The blood will not cool down
My love is in it

Breathe
With me
Casting shadows
We are dancing under water
Breathe
With me
Maybe someday
We will meet again


Breathe... "

Copy right Serebro - Dishi (Breathe)