Birthday Wish

1st of January is coming, it's returning, another Birthday!
And I still seek, with aspiration has ever built, to know when the very first time rain had fallen on earth? How rain & earth felt at that moment of embrace
How many birthdays will I live till I know?! I wish to know

"Red Earth and Pouring Rain"

But in love
our hearts have mingled
as red earth and pouring rain.
-- Cempulappeyanirar

free my heart

I dreamt of the rose! could it be?!

its been said (The Place Promised in Our Early Days)


"In the driest whitest stretch of pain's infinite desert,
I lost my sanity and found this rose." -- Rumi ...

Eid!

photo copy right to David Fried


Eid mubarak Mother, Eid mubarak Lighthouse


*Whisper* Memories, Memories, Memories

In This World You Tried
Not Leaving Me Alone Behind
There's No Other Way
I'll Pray To The God: Let Him Stay
The Memories Ease The Pain Inside
Now I Know Why
All Of My Memories
Keep You Near

It's All About Us
Imagine You'd Be Here
All Of My Memories
Keep You Near
The Silent Whispers
The Silent Tears
Made Me A Promise I'd Try
To Find My way Back In This Life
I Hope There Is A Way
To Give Me A Sign You're Okay
Reminds Me Again
It's Worth It All
So I Can Go Home
Together In All These Memories
I See Your Smile
All The Memories I Hold Dear
Darling You Know I Love You Till The End Of Time

Artist: Within Temptation lyrics

dream's segments

photo by:ciayco

Between us messages
made of dream's segments

segment after segment
a home is being build

Still under construction
But feels cozy and warm

One breath of your soul
takes me out of this world

and I meet you there
in that little cozy home

where I hide this heart
and the memories of a child

who ran from my years
to a safety place in your arms


©Restful Rain

Floatin

Lost my mind!!
Sane or insane…Dreams never die…

ليت صدري تل رمل في تلك الصحاري
تغفو عليه حين يعيك السفر

Hush!!
I'll departure soon…
To that spot in the universe…
Where I float painlessly…

يجتمعون حولي...
قبل أن أنام!!!
بلا وجوه...
ينتظرون!!!
أيديهم فوق جسدي المرهق...
يبحثون!
و أغفو في حضن الخوف...
أهو الموت أم سيطول الانتظار!!

I'm left with only you!
Spirits within…

©Restful Rain

LightHouse's tears

Your mystic tears!! Sliding softly on my shoulders
The shoulders that you can't see!

My heart is turning to pieces…
unbroken but tangled pieces

Our souls are lying in each other wings
while our bodies still apart trembling

Rest your head on the ground
You'll be able to hear my heart
The heart that you can't see!

Rain will come again
And you’ll see me through
You’ll see what you’ve been feeling close to you


I know!

©Restful Rain

To Persian Gulf

I'm glade that I have this space to write without the fear of being misunderstood.

image by globalmoxie
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There are people who when we meet we forget our names, our genders, our language and our lives…We detach from the reality we draw, to turn to our genuine form. The form and shape of our pure souls…souls beyond materialistic world…No need to understand, so no fear of misunderstanding…it’s a mystic moment…where souls have a shower in the silent tranquility. They are people who we might meet once in a life time. We might meet them in a bus station or a shop. Some even we never get the chance to talk to or know thier names. But those people are always there in that pure tranquil space. The space where our souls take it's journey in a moment. And this sudden unplanned journey gives us a feeling of pleasure that can not be explained.

May God Bless them wherever they are.

I'm exhausted
Tired...tired of being alive
Death had taken them away
I miss their happy faces...their gentle smiles
the care and love they spread around
I miss being the girl I was

I wish I pass through the door to where they are
even if I'll pay my life for it
Allah I love you and I accept my destiny
Please give me strength to carry on
let their love and smile reflect on my face
So I can make someone else smile the way they made me smile
I wish to Pay it Forward
Allah help me to do so

your smell

I set here next to her...

she is in her deep sleep/deep pain...

I can't really tell!!!

5 years of silent/ loud pain...

her sickness was the master who tought me patience...

broke my legs and graw me wings...

I hover around her restless, and when I fall, her soft gentel smell takes me in

and I sleep...

Mother...you gave me everything...next to you I still can dream

Runnig to you

My heart aches and can't waite to meet you Allah

Corners

When doubts invade our shattered hearts
When it feels like that pain had cut us apart

We need to calm down and close our minds for a while
Breathe in and out
Slowly
Slowly
Slowly
Our souls with all of its strength will rise quietly and
Suddenly it'll fly high up in the sky
Takes us to places we've never been to
And it takes a while till we see again
Only then, in the shadows of their memories
In the doors and walls they've had pass
In the corners where they've had rested
We'll see their love as
A million of lanterns shaped like butterflies made of glass
And our soul will rest again in the warmth of its light
©Restful Rain

Silence...

في استكانة الألم
عودة لأصواتهم في خلق آخر

في غفوة الوعي
ينبض شعور من نوع آخر

و تطفوا روحي فوق زوبعة جسدي
في سكون

و لكن
في انبلاج موت جديد
تتصادم الصور و الأصوات و المعلومات
تخلق أحاسيس متوحشة تقتات على قلبي

!!متى يسكن الألم من جديد!!

©Restful Rain

Love Rain

I don't think I'll love anything or anyone the way I love Rain

It's the magic that turns my life from darknees

to pure love

"...and when it rains

...i think of them lost verses...of those lost words

...of all those lost dreams that come back as the grey falling rain..." by Sandhya Ramachandran